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A San Francisco media consultant who is the Bruce Irvin Womens Jersey target of an FBI manhunt after federal agents and local police raided his Polk Street apartment over the weekend may have left a suicide note on social media addressed to his friends.

In a rambling three page note allegedly written by Ryan Chamberlain and released to his friends on Monday morning on social media, Ryan Kelly Chamberlain II talked about depression, being rejected in love and searching for a purpose in his life.

"When 2013 came, it did me in," he wrote. "I've been fighting and fighting to get out of it. But it wrecked me. And it led http... to what happened today (Sunday's raid). In the span of a few months, everything that mattered to me betrayed me."

Chamberlain continued to describe his downward spiral in the note.

"I got dark. I got real dark," he wrote. "I explored myriad ways I could put an end to what I was going through. I binged watched dark TV, sometimes didn't get off the couch for days, and scoured the Internet absorbing fuel for morbid fantasies. Nothing they're reporting is true. No 'stashes.' Not 'armed and dangerous.' No car 'rigged to explode.' I explored some ugly websites, a year ish ago. I was depressed. I let Walter White get to me. I thought I was done. That's it. No one was ever in danger. And recently I was all better. I owe my friends and my girlfriend for that. But I guess I did enough for the damage to be done.

FBI spokesman Peter Lee said on Sunday that the 42 year old Chamberlain was last seen in a dark blue, hooded sweatshirt and jeans.

Multiple agencies, including hazardous materials crews, searched Chamberlain's apartment in San Francisco's Russian Hill neighborhood on Saturday, blocking off the street to vehicle and pedestrian traffic for much of the day.

"We believe he is alone in the vehicle but we just don't know, again, where his ties or his network is so we ask that any members of the public be on the lookout for anyone that matches this man's description," Lee said at a press conference outside FBI headquarters on Sunday.

His boss at a music rights consultancy group said he last contacted her Friday to remind her to deposit his paycheck at a new bank account. Brooke Wentz said the conversation was uneventful and that she was "tremendously dumbfounded" by the news that the [url=http://www.footballseahawksprostore.com/Nike-Bruce-Irvin-Jersey.html]Bruce Irvin Kids Jersey contractor she hired to handle her company's social media accounts was wanted by the FBI.

"He's www.f... a nice guy," Wentz told The Associated Press.

Wentz said it didn't seem like Chamberlain was staying in the apartment on Jackson Street. She said when she mailed him his paycheck in April, he told her he would have to go the apartment to pick it up. She said he seemed under financial pressure because he told her that two friends who were leasing his apartment left without telling him and he had to scramble to [url=http://www.footballseahawksprostore.com/Nike-Max-Unger-Jersey.html]Max Unger Kids Jersey pay for two rentals.

"I wondered what kind of friends would do something like that? I tried to ask him about the situation but he was kind of evading my question," Wentz said.

Randy Bramblett, a personal trainer and professional athlete in San Francisco, said he became friends with Chamberlain through Project Sport, a local sports marketing company. The company let Chamberlain go when it was sold in November and he soon lost touch with friends and stopped returning calls and messages, Bramblett said.

"We all knew that he was a very emotional guy and when he didn't get his own way he would say 'Screw you, I'm going to go do my own thing,'" Bramblett said. "I've never seen him be violent, ever, but I would definitely say that maybe emotionally and mentally he was a little unstable."

Chamberlain had worked for years as a political consultant on Democratic campaigns, Bramblett said.

He also worked as an independent contractor for The San Francisco Chronicle during the 2012 NFL season, doing social media to boost coverage for the San Francisco 49ers Insider iPad app, the newspaper said.

A spokeswoman for the University of San Francisco said Chamberlain taught a "Grass Roots Mobilization" course to graduate students in the Public Affairs program in 2011. Anne Marie Devine said Chamberlain taught for one semester, and wasn't invited to teach another course. She said she didn't know why because hundreds of adjunct professors come and go at the university.